This is the difference between a healthy person and person with Chronic illness.
You don’t have to think even twice on trivial matters. I celebrated diwali , sat down for a long time, stood for hour or so and made Rangoli. I knew it will take me a week to recover from the exhaustion my body went through all this. But I am still happy that I enjoyed this much after a long time. Resting now and trying to recover from it.
My point is healthy people are so lucky that they don’t have to chose over trivial matters. They don’t have to think twice that they can hold the spoon to eat or not . Don’t take your life for granted. Celebrate your little achievements . Feel blessed that you are fully functioning.